Thick Fog

>> Thursday, September 17, 2009

Its been almost 2 weeks into school and between fighting my eyes to open earlier and getting the boys ready, lunches packed, notes signed, doctor appointments and oh other million things I have to do every day; my poor blog has suffered dearly. I have a thousand and one pictures to upload. A million more thoughts to share and hopefully I will get to all that in the days to come.

This week I have really been struggling to stay positive. Some personal issues have me sinking. Treading water with bricks tied to my ankles. We all have those weeks where we think that it can't possibly get any worse. In the midst of the negative fog that is floating motionless around me, I find solace in gratitude. I've started spending a few minutes each night writing down things I'm grateful for. Its difficult to do when the fog is so thick and hard to see through, but its helping break up the negativity. A whole week writing down a few things each night and I'm finally able to see a little clearer.

I will share some of my gratitude's in the days to come, but try it. Its amazing what focusing on things you are grateful for can do for your sight.

morning fog Pictures, Images and Photos


Kindergarten's first step

>> Tuesday, September 8, 2009

I wonder what you're doing right now
and if everyone is treating you kind
I hope there is a special person
a nice friend that you can find

I wonder if the teacher knows just
how special you are to me
and if the brightness of your
heart is something she can see

I wonder if you are thinking about
me and if you need a hug
I already miss the sound of your
voice and how you give me leg a tug

I wonder if you could possibly understand
how hard it is for me to let you grow
on this day know that my heat breaks
for this is the first step in letting my baby go
-Wendy Silva


5 years ago

>> Wednesday, September 2, 2009 life changed forever

My heart melted to the floor when I first held my newborn son
and as I celebrate his birth today,

my heart still melts



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